NAUGHTYNAQI: Mekah and Madinah it was a beautiful,historic,some say magical but for me it is still on earth.

I am growing up with the magazine like Mastika ,for me the magazine is the best mystery and mystic story source before internet and of course before the famous Misteri Jam 12 at you tube.and always in that magazine lot of the time it tell the story of people who visit the holy land of Mecca facing a lot of weird stuff as punishment because of the sin they made in their homelands.or a magical and incredible stuff that happen there.

I never imagine I will be going there anytime soon because I don’t have any money at all.well I did remember saying it a few times I hope to visit the place.and this year suddenly my father ask me if I wanted to go there with him .I am quite hesitate…..yes I want to go there but…I am just not ready…I am a sinner and is not that I am afraid I will be facing a weird stuff(I did think about it though) it just…what if I am not changing at all after visit the holyland. But again I cant say no.for god sake, It is my fathers, and he asking me to go to the holy land where everyone dying to visit it, what is my excuses to decline that ‘angelic’ intention from my father? With weird smile ,I said yeahh…….why…….not…………

My first time Fly and it was with Saudi Arabia Airline.love the food,love the services, hate the space.And from now on flying on air craft was in my hated list.10 hours sitting around doing nothing in small space.and wondering will I reach the destination or…….(forgive me about that I am not one of the think positive person,for me always prepare for the worst)

I like Madinah more, in the term of the surrounding if we rule out the Nabawi mosque and Great mosque in Mecca.if you really want to see the real challenge it is in Mecca. In Madinah it just feel like holiday and get to visit our great prophet was incredible experiences. But it was in mecca that the stress come quite a bit.with the ehram and tawaf and the Taboo with dam it really challenge my self.luckily my father is always with me.I don’t experience any magical moment at all in there. To be honest perhaps because I don’t think I am ready to go so I fell nothing at all at first. So I did what I suppose to do I am praying to God.

“dear God the One and Only,I come here without nothing in my heart lets me going back with full of feeling for you,your phrophet and your religion”

Well suddenly my heart fill with love!!!

Nop is not, But I realize something …I should not expecting doing a good thing is easy, if we can just pray and everything is granted then the world will be in kiosk and everyone will be in heaven! God have give me lot of thing, at least now I am in his holy land, is me my self need to bring effort to do my best in the term of physical and spiritual to do my best in here.and I also realize to expect I suddenly change to new person after coming back is ridiculous too Is me who need to fight and perhaps fail but keep fighting to be better person .

“ “Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah keadaan suatu kaum sebelum mereka mengubah keadaan diri mereka sendiri.” (QS.ar-Ra'd:11).

For those who are too afraid to go there just because you think you are a hardcore sinner ,darling you are not god is him that will decide you are a sinner or not ,you just stupid like me!!is.like my fathers always said just do a lot of istigfar and make your first step.dont wait until you are ready because you will never be ready.and if lets say you really facing weird stuff there(which is really-really rare) perhaps you should be thankful because maybe that is what you really need to make the first step closer to him.Right?

And after two week in Saudi Arabia I just miss Malaysia.My country no matter how corrupt or bad you are yes damn I miss you Malaysia!

Btw just a few note for those who are will be going to Umrah after This:

1-toilet in 2 big mosque of Mecca and Madinah was very comfortable

2-wudhu place is quite far

3-you should learn to read al quran from local teacher who teach visitor of masjid Nabawi for free in Madinah after Asar

4-the toilet in “RnR” from Madinah to Mecca is a nightmare. But the food there is heaven.

5-Andalusia travel agency is very good travel agency though my hotel in Mecca is quite far.but the food in Madinah hotel is superb

6-if you go on nov or dec perhaps a very thick coat will be a big helper to fight a very cool temperature in Madinah.

7-don’t forget to lock toilet when you doing business in the cloud (I learn it the hard way)

8-It might be holyland,perhaps ‘Magical’ and Beautiful yet doesn’t means it is heaven you will still find bad guy and bad thing In Mecca and Madinah just like everywhere on earth.

9-don’t forget to go to bin dawood in Mecca and buy chocolate Galaxy and FreshLaban from Almarai perisa strawberry and mango don’t take the green bottle you gonna hate it.it just 2 riyal.it just like a yogurt milk.

10-do you know my mutawif told me that there is one time that Nabi Muhammad pray for almost 6 month before 2 from his 3 which is granted.And he is a prophet!! so don’t be ridiculous and mad at god if he is not granted your prayers after you only pray few times in front of Kaabah.